BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...how many times will I say that before I do it? Really, you know, what I used to love about writing was the witty comment banter, I think that's what kept me going and what discourages me now (lack thereof). I like to write, I think I'm getting back to where I was but I thrive on the social interaction.
Anyway...I cannot believe it's been 10 months since I last wrote here. That's pathetic. Apparently being a single parent wore on me after two days. HAHAHAHAHA...if only I knew that was the beginning of things going drastically downhill.
I've now been single parenting pretty much since we moved to Texas. I miss my best friend beyond words. I miss our little town feel and the school district. I miss open yards with no fencing and I miss familiarity. I do not miss the cold weather. At all.
That said...I find it harder and harder to get out of bed in the morning and wonder if it's all been worth it. The bottom line is Gru's job was gone in WI so we had to go somewhere but the job here has been horrendous.
Ohhhhhhh, I don't know what happened to the rest of my post?!!? I posted this picture from my phone (yes! I have a REAL phone now, yes, I do!) and it banished the rest of my original post.
I was whining a bit and could it be that Blogger was like, "Fucking man up, SS. You're back in Texas. It's warm there. What more do you want?"
Awwww snap, Blogger.
Ok...I was saying how much I missed my BBF, how much I missed my small town, school district and fenceless backyards but apparently I should be looking for the positive.
I will try that today. I will. I will not whine
I will not whine.
I will not whine.
Hell, I'll probably whine, who am I kidding? But I will seriously turn over a new leaf and try to be more thankful.
Suburbian Siren, who has been "told" by an inanimate object to pull her shit together...yo...here goes...